Exams around the corner.. will be kind of busy next week.. Jap Listening and oral... German oral! Ganbatte ne!!!

I'm super tired.. so looking forward to 30 Nov'09! Exams will be over by then. ;)

Hope to meet up with him soon.. kind of miss him lots!

Both of us are busy with our own work..

Well, I guess I just have to work hard for my upcoming exams!

Wish that his job assignment will be smooth ones!

 

Love,

Vanz

What a Monday...

I was reading my German text last night.. I slide my textbook up against my laptop's keyboard accidentally... and guess what, my "w" came off the keyboard.. -.- And I have to bring my laptop back to 8 flags to get it fixed. It's kind of embarrassing..

After this incident, I accidentally spilled a glass of water onto my sister's masterpiece of friendship bands. Luckily, I'm fast enough to shift my laptop away, if not.. I can't imagine what will be the outcome..

 

Love,

Vanz

Completed my 3rd week of school for this brand new semester!

It's challenging but tiring one. Till now I think I'm still coping relatively well with everything.

I love the modules this semester, pretty interesting. I'm taking 2 electives, German and Japanese. Cool isn't it? 2 languages! ;)

Tutorials and seminars assignments are still managable so far. Apparently, this semester seems better as compared to previous. Maybe there is a "force" that is pushing me, I'm really pushing myself to my maximum limits, all the way till the end of the semester!

Had lots of NAAT events. Finished with recruitment drive, selection of new student auditors and welcoem tea was last night. It was great and pretty successful! However, I was having a bad cramps last evening, was feeling super umcomfortable. Tomorrow will be our very first igNAATion (orientation day)! NAAT is growing.. progressing towards our 5-year plan. Currently, I'm trying to get a club room for NAAT, really fighting hard for it, with all my supporting reasons and with all the different people been keep in the loop of the email. Really hope that they can do something about it.

That's all about school...

 

Work.. my tuition kids.. I've been putting so much efforts to guide and teach them.. why are they all disappointing me.. especially those having their 'O's this year.. :(

I've been doing so much to motivate them, guide them.. hope that after their prelims they will finally realize how important this exam..

 

Social life... pretty exciting too.. met up with my hall 12 friends to mind's cafe... lol.. I'm really bad at acting games.. I seriously can't act... that's why I'm an accountant.. LOL . Oh ya.. I really want to meet up with him.. but I guess he's just too busy with work and some other stuff. AND I really no courage to ask him out again.. Know that he's busy, don't want to disturb him. Hope that can see him soon! Part of my motivation thi semester!

 

Love,

Vanz

 

Friday was NBS Welcome day.

Wa too tired, actually was too reluctant to get down my bed to go school. Thank Eunice, she drove me to school..

Before welcome day, help NAAT with the transporting of goodie bags items from nanyang house to S4. Thereafter, the 2 of us went breakfast at can B. The whole welcome day event lasted till 4:30pm. Both of us went to Hall 12 FOC closing ceremony,we didn't stayed throughout the whole ceremony, cuz I need to rush to elsewhere.

Eunice drove me to Sengkang and I took train from there. It was an exciting journey, driving in a car that is running out of petrol.. both of us were so worried that what if we are stuck in the middle of the expressway.. luckily we manage to reach sengkang's petrol kiosk safely... LOL.. exciting!

 

I had an appointment with Jude at orchard. He reached there at 6:30pm when we supposed to meet at 7:30pm. He went to queue at Sho Teppan for our dinner! I bet he queued for quite sometime.. cuz I reached at 7:25pm, just in time to enter the restaurant. Thanks Jude for the great dinner! After dinner, we went shopping! It's really great to meet up with him.. hope to see u soon ya! ;)

 

Sat evening, went to steve's house to get some of the documents from his parents and had dinner at his place. ;) Thanks for the nice dumplings ;) Had a nice chat with his parents and I reached home at almost 12 midnight...

 

Sunday... silly me.. forgets that today is public holiday... woke up early in the morning, get ready for my tuition class... and.... haha... went down to the tuition centre and the gate is down... and came to realize that today is public holiday.. no work for me! LOL... so embarrassing..haha.. Thereafter, went Eastpoint with mum and sis . Accompanied them for breakfast and we went to ikea and giant superstore. Bought a few dvds.. heehee.. more shows to watch at home.. ;)

 

An exciting week ahead!

 

Love,

Vanz

4 days of leave!!!

Long waiting leave!!!

Went Cameron Highlands with JK, Mark and Ban.

It was fantastic!

We really can spend, we thought that 250 ringgit is more than enough... however...all of us left with $0 when we are heading back to SG.

We spent the bulk on food, tours and cab fares...

Alot of funny happenings along our way, during the journey... LOL

Too many to be mentioned here..

We shared lots of gossips, stories, jokes... etc.. haha

Non of us bring camera.. we just use my mobile to snap pictures along the way.. and we took more than 300 pictures in 3 days...

When we reached SG, we cab to Suntec for dinner at sakae sushi, cuz our dear JK craved for wasabi -.- who will crave for wasabi instead of food... FAINT! The 3 of them really monsters! Ate more than 35plates! That's for sure.. ;)

 

Love,

Vanz

 

 

I'm feeling much much better now. :) No point crying over spilled milk.. Just try my best for the last 2 semesters! Dont ever regret again :)

Thanks lots to my family, my brothers (WH & Cavan) for helping me these few days. :D

 

I've set up a new website for me to input all the principles of accounts knowledge, notes, concepts. Also a good way for my students to communicate with me, for them to clarify any doubts they have. Currently the website is still in progress.."under construction". I'll try to upload all the notes as soon as possible. It may not be in time for their prelims, but definitely will be in time for their 'N'/'O' levels. Hope that this will help them more. :)

 

Tommorrow, I'm leaving SG for M'sia, I still yet to pack my stuff. LOL Actually nothing much to pack though... shall do it after my run later.. ;) A short trip to Cameron Highlands with Mark,OJK and Ban. Cool, I know I wont be bored on the coach, they will provide me with all the entertainment. I guess, this will be a good time for me to relax...which I've not been doing so for the past few months... I seriously need this break.

 

Love,

Vanz

Thanks  Cavan, for being there for me.. didn't know that u'll read my blog though..

I hope that I can rationalize it myself.

Till now I'm still blaming myself.

Take for example, this module, I did all my tutorials, I really did it..

End up, what's the conclusion? I didn't do well. So disappointing... it's really disappointing....

I still trying to take this easy, I don't want this to affect my next semester..

Maybe it's my study methods, wrong technique... shall try new techniques then..

I just want to pull up my grades..

I'm so afraid that due to this bad economy, cant get a desire job...

Or maybe I'm just worrying too much..

 

Love,

Vanz

Was browsing through his blog... all the way back to Aug'08... I guess he really missed and love his kitty lots.

So many things in my mind now.. these 2 days I wasn't that happy..as I was doing some reflections, about life, academic, social and everything. It's really good to do self reflections. I have a clearer picture of what I want and aim for the next semester. I'm very clear that my academic results are not fantastic, or I should say not up to my targets at all. All the way back to poly year 1, I have never feel so terrible like now.. I never worry about my examination results.. but now..I feel so terrible when people start asking me about my grades and start comparing who's results are good and stuff like that. I know that this is something that I need to overcome it myself, but I just can't walk out of this nightmare. These 2 years in uni, the most happiest semester was my year 2 sem 1. Uni results are really disappointing, and I start to hate the feeling of been take to comparison with others. Left with 1 year, if I work really hard, can I still manage to climb up by a bit? I really hope I can... Really thanks to my stats.. with that grade, I drop all the way down..I should consider myself lucky that I didnt fail...Is I I didnt put in much effort or I already reached my maximum.. I believe that I can push myself even further! I really dont want to give up, I'm 2/3 there... I just feel very sad and I know people who cares for me will be pondering, what happen to me? I'm really sad... I dont know who to talk to.. I want to drop him a message, but I know he's busy at work..shant disturb him..

 

Love,

Vanz

 

Went back to school to collect grant from SAO on behalf of NAAT

Went over to Eunice place.. her brother drove us to school :)

Reached SAO, temperature taking..I was 33.5 degrees and she was 32.7 degrees.. LOL not that accurate I guess.

Talking about temperature..so sad to know that Jude was running high fever.. :( So worried... Hope that he can recover soon!

After I collected the cheque from SAO.. we went straight to SBS.. We volunteered to help out with NBS convocation!

Congrats to all my seniors! GRADUATED!

Both of us stayed throughout both shifts, we were the public ushers! LOL

Although kind of tiring as we had to stand throughout the event!

It was very fun though, we took more than 100 photos! haha! Love to take photos so much!

Took quite alot of pictures with my seniors!! Too bad Jude downwith fever cant attend convo.. :(

After the event, we took public transport home...Reached home at about 11pm..

Took a shower, met up with my Pri Sch friend, Julian for supper! Had a great chat with him! haha..

There are more chances.. LOL.. Reached home at about 1am.. Super tired..

 

Supposed to meet up with Boonshan and Mark for lunch.. but.. Shan not feeling well.. So we cancelled it..

Later in the evening, went tuition... :)

Simple day

 

Met up with Eunice,Jac & RC. We went back to school in the morning, some of them need to submit report to their tutors.

Eunice drove..

After we submitted the reports, we went stright to Science Center!

Purchased the Tickets to enter to DaVinci exhibit + $1, a package.. to enter the Science Center..

It supposed to be $16, with my passion card, $14 each! ;) $2 off..

We took more than 300 photos.. using 3 different cameras..

Just like 4 little kids visiting the science center..

DaVinci art work and his designs were great! Genius!

Looking at his work reminds me of D&T... Missed those days drawing my designs for my D&T finals..

Guess if I'm not an accountant now, I may be an engineer.. LOL

Day at the science center, guess I was too excited trying to turn some metal stuff for the water to flow up.. and hit left thigh..

Big blue black bruises now.. careless me.. it's so painful now.. :(

However, it was really great visiting the science center.. so guys.. where's our next stop???? ;)

We left at 6pm sharp.. cuz the center close at 6pm sharp..

Eunice drove RC to Jurong East station.. then she drove us to SengKang.. I took a bus from there to Tamp.

The expressway.. massive jam.. LOL

Supposed to meet Ros, mum and Bee at 7.. but I reach at 8pm..Sorry people... LOL.. its ok.. Bee reached even later than me.. LOL

We had Thai Express for dinner ;)

3 of us joining Latino Aerobics together! So excited!

 

So many friends falling sick... oh my..

Dear Jude & WeiHong, get well soon ya! Stay Healthy!

 

Love,

Vanz

 

After Friday's tuition, Bee came over to my house for MJ session

Super happy, it have been so long since we last play MJ

The game lasted till almost 2am

The next morning I woke up at 10am to prepare some stuff for Cavan..

He reached my house at about 1pm.

We had lunch..Ba Kut Teh! Yum yum!

However, something disappointing...

He is not able to help me with the tuition assignment that I'm going to hand over to him..

I can understand his situation...

Sorry Cavan, u came down all the way to my house..

After lunch, we had MJ session

Cavan is super lucky.. he helped me won some $..

Cuz I only won 2 games... no luck.. just not my day.. LOL

After cavan left, mum went to work...

Bee, Ros and I went to buy dinner and Ros went to enrol for French Lesons.. Cool!

We had monopoly game after dinner..

Guess what.. I lost more than $8k for the game.. really not my day for games.. haha

Gonna go for a run now.. later need to write my report!

 

Love,

Vanz

 

Until now I cant settle down to do my report, y?

Too many things to do... too many things to think

 

Sent out 5 emails..I'll receive 10 emails..

I really must just ignore all the emails and other work at the moment and concentrate on my report.

4 chapters to be completed, only done with 1

 

Luckily, my bro help me take over 1 tuition

Thanks brother!

At least I've got some space to breathe..

 

Sometimes when I've got things troubling me, I will look for him

Even if dont have things troubling me, I will also feel like just texting him

Wondering, how have him been...

Hope that he wont think that I'm bothering him

I know he read my entries sometimes

Well, guess he must be too busy with work now. Happy for him :)

 

I also dont really know what exactly I want though

Currently,busy with some other adhoc stuff, helping steve's parents with some insurance matters

May need to make a trip down to the company some day next week

 

Time management is really an important factor for me

I want to do as well as my yr 2 sem 1

I really dont want to disappoint those people who cares for me and of course, not to let myself down nor to regret

I must strive for my final yr! ;)

 

Love,

Vanz

 

 

『A』桃花指数：

９０％ 你真是只性感小花猫，男人眼中的你性感十足，再加上你又穿得很惹火让男人忍不住为你抓狂，相信走在路上一定有不少男人向你投入色咪咪的眼光甚至前来搭讪，如果你乐于享受这种感觉也无妨…如果不是，你可要改变自己的穿著打扮，甚至言行举止，不然你的随和大方会被当成随便，惹上一些不必要的麻烦，甚至让同性对你又恨又忌，把你当成玩弄人间爱情游戏的女人，这样就太不值得了。

LOL. You can try this.. http://www.rayli.com.cn/0009/2009-07-02/L0009006002_509551.html

Love,
Vanz

Firstly,

Fully concentrating on my club's matters

Planning, proposal, liaising and delgating jobs

Ensuring that everything is in place

Just like a jig saw puzzle

Putting all the different pieces together

There are really alot of things to be done

Everyone really must give their best

Currently, I'm trying to work out a big project with our sponsor

If this event succeed, it will really benefit NAAT

More and more people will get to know about NAAT

However, another matter that I'm in dilemma

I really need to get the whole committe down and weigh the pros and cons of this action

Seriously, dont want to bring any harm or bad image to my club

Discussions are definitely required

 

Secondly,

PA report

Due date is pretty near

Need to work on it

Target to finish by Sat

I'm sure I can

Once it's completed dont have to worry so much

 

Thirdly,

Just happened to realized that I've packed schedules apart from my club's stuff;

Thurs- Tuition

Fri- Tuition and  Bee coming over to stay over

Sun- Tuition

Mon- Help out with NBS convocation (So happy for my seniors! Congrats!)

Tue- Meeting Shan and Mark

Wed- Meeting Jude

Thurs- Tuition

Fri- Tuition

*I'm sure more items will be added to the list

 

I'm someone who love to keep myself busy

I feel that the busier I am, the more efficient and productive I will be.

No matter how busy I am, I will still exercise everyday to keep fit ;)

I know with the amount of work I have on hand now, if I dont exercise regularly, I will fall sick easily

Must ensure that I have a healthy lifestyle and balance diet!

 

Love,

Vanz

 

 

 

Met up with my NAAT seniors on monday for K session and dinner

Gave Cavan a surprise birthday celebration

Bought a nice cake for him

Yum yum.. Newyork cheese cake from bakerzin

The K session in the afternoon only cavan, sijie and me..

We are all super tired singing for like 5hrs straight. lol

We had a great night!

Hope to have another outing soon ya~~~~

 

Love,

Vanz

 

 

Till now i still cant overcome the fear over this creature!

Seriously...

Next time my house will have minimal black/dark brown stuff

This creature is seriously freaking me out..

I really cant imagine walking into the toilet, preparing for shower...

A BIG creature with long feelers staring at me..

I was screaming in the toilet..

Mum and sis thought that I was mad and overacting

I'm not... it's really freaking me out..

I cried...

Worst of all, it lose its balance and drop onto the floor..

Sound silly.. but its really scary...

 

Vanz

 

Finally it comes to an end...

Learnt quite a bit from this short 10 weeks

More exposed to IIT, this is for sure

Picked up more soft skills, improved my communication skills

People commented on my attitude towards work, being daring and truthful with my comments or feedbacks

Sincere to people, learnt the things allocated wholeheartedly

Teach my buddies whatever things that I feel that they need to pick up and things that will be useful to them

Great friendships earned

Interns, TCOs! You guys are simply great!

 

Love,

Vanz

3 more weeks.. then.. no more "gd morning, Vanessa speaking. How can I help you?" LOL

Had a review and assessment with my direct supervisor today.. pretty interesting.. share with her my thoughts.. and she also made some comments and compliments.. haha.. Thanks..

After this internship I think I'll be well train for ignoring irritating people.. oh well.. people should just treat others nicely, shouldnt they?

 

Finally, almost settled Steve's laptop problem ;) Great isnt it. Applied for internet.. will be helping his mum to do the installation next tuesday. Cool!

 

Busy with lots of stuff...

Mon to Sat work.. normal office hours

Mon,Thurs,Fri,Sun..Tuition

NAAT stuff

Exercise

Planning timetable..

Replying emails..

 

Cheerful girl,

Vanz

Super bad day today..

Went to hide inside the toilet and cry.

 I really can't understand some people..

This is a helpline which you call and we'll try our best to help you..

Not a hotline for you to call and vent anger at!

I'm also a human... please be more reasonable alright?

Early in the morning calling the helpline and yell at people..

Fine... I don't really care... but at least show some respect or basic courtesy to others..

You dun dial in and scold people stupid continously.

Advise you things and say that i'm lying.. wth is this? If you dont trust me, dun phone in...

Why some people just like to make things difficult for others?

It's ok... shall be more optimistic than... 5 more weeks.. and everything will be over...

Thanks Jude for being there for me for everything and anything..

Tomorrow will be a better day!

 

Vanz

 

It's really great to do exercise..

Meeting up with friends are also great!

At least keep me occupied..

Wont start thinking about unnecessary stuff.

Good good ;)

These 2 weeks hv been visiting the gym..

Did lots of workout!

Cool!

Actually I've got lots of things to do...

Work.. everyday.. Monday to Sunday..

Both internship and Tuition..

Club's stuff..

Not forgetting to catch up with my friends and most imptly exercise

Shopping with my dearest mum and sis!

 

Vanz